cancer

cancer is a life reduction sentence.
dun give yourself false hope.
maybe our near future will yield a cancer.
but that is only a maybe.

even cancer is primarily caused by capitalism or globalisation
we can do nothing except accepting reality
if cancer has been ongoing since past
then you shold not even be surprised if you get it

cancer does not strike everyone
if you get it then it is bad for you
cos that means a greatly reduced life
but life is bad or unfair to people

if you live for twenty years
and do not realize that life is cruel
unpredictable and random
that it is your fault

who asks you to watch girls all the time
watch harry potter all the time
in life we first have to educate our mind
because it is inefficient

but as human we have the ability to improve its faculty
hence our first part of our life is primarily
focussed on correcting the system
only when we have broad perspective of life

its uncertainity, its physical pain, and other knowledge
then we allow for leisure activities
even in leisure activities we must never stop the quest of learning
it will only make leisure more sensational

back to cancer, it is a reality
it can happen to you
like terrorism, crimes, accidents, freak accidents
diseases poliferation, natural disasters, simple accidents

death can capture you in every imaginable way
but it is not a high chance
but at least you must not be ignorant about them
if it strikes you, it strike you

family problems is common for most people
if every people lives individually
there will be not such problem
but the society of past and present has always been like that

this you have to recognise
but people are breaking away from family system
though not rampant it is present
you have to live with all these imperfections

if you feel sad the whole day about family problems
if you feel why others are rich and you are not
it means you are cork up
because you are ignorant and childish

knowledge and learning will tell you why things happen the way they do
all through understandings you achieve calmness
acceptance of life imperfection, weakness, danger is imperative
even if you are the only one in the whole world suffering to death

you have to acknowledge it with grace
reality is like that
your weakness lies in many which you have not even imagined before
time will bring them all up

like ninjas that has been embushing for a long time
but through maturity you will minimize the attack they inflict upon you
you continue to treat all problems, all shocks, failures,
anger, dissapointment, worries, as part of reality

seeing your family suffering is your weak point
it affects your psychological well being
thats why you are sitting in from of your pc everyday
cause you aim to understand to broaden your horizon

and understand the inteconnectedness of things
so that things makes sense to you
not for the sake of making sense of things
but to know what reality is

through understanding of reality
you can leverage it to your life
because you and your life is submerged in reality
and knwoing it is like having the map

to know where to go where not to
but because reality is ever encompassing
you cannot undersatnd it all
but that does not mean you not need to learn

you continue learning because it helps
you cannot be a super man
but you can definitely be a better man
it makes your life ticks, though in end all shall perish

if and only if immortality technique has not been found