thoughts for the day

should be studying now because my marks are drowning...

no girlfriend for 23 years... but i have came to realize it is a small issue.
assuming that i have settled the studies problem, my mum problem, erh the holiday problem, the interview problem, the saving problem, the playing problem, what does all these mean?

i have calculated everything from death, accidents, activities. all that is left is the minor details which inbetween which are to be experienced and chosen. so basically there is nothing much to do except ,,,,wait... there is something to do.... as long as i am awake, there is something to do..... right now, iam typing, later i will be studying, then i will be thinking, every moment i will be doing something or making decisions, so life will go on. until i die by illness, age or accident i am not sure.

so .... hmm.... life goes on is an interesting phrase..... ok so ishall look for my ee2005 lecture notes to read...... may the force be with you, in fact with me is better.....

let me just ramble some more..... the greatest joke of all time is god.... to believe in god is wrong but i have to understand that people believe in it because of some factors, but the point is they are make a wrong choice. i will not elaborate.. religious issue are very very sensitive that is why very few people dare to stand out to tlak about the faults of other religions.... even me the wise man dare not speak out my disbelief of god... god know why?

sex is a must activity for human being... i will look for sex... but how???

these is a age -- the 21 century where falsehood and ignorance of truths still exists in large amount..... i conjecture that 90% of human population is still stupid.... but it is better than in the twentifth and ninthteen century and past... that time it must have been 99%.

as truth always find its own way, like a ping pong ball will always find its way to surface , human will definietly understand the truth about things and their own vulnearablity of themselves, and ofcourse when 50% of people reach these truths, the world will change again to the new situations where people are all very wise.... equality, survival of self and efficiency and entertainment are the basis of living.... the world will be totally different from these period.... but i shall see how the world evolve if i get to live to 2080..... very interesting to imagine i will get to live to 2080 and see the currently stupid world....

hmmm....... may i find a right girl to have sex with soon....... back to my ee2005...