talking to myself

this is writing for myself to read one.....

i am feeling clam, i will watch ah ya on channel 54 later.
then i sleep, then wake up and visit mother tomorrow.

my adversity now is to have no feeling at all during today to the day before the exam, and how i will not freak out over the fact that i have no feelings during this period, which is a strange occurrence. so if i have no feeling throughout, then i am not bothered about the fact that i have no feeling, then everything just happen, good or bad or normal, then normal shall it be.....

so i found out that my adversity now is that i may be feeling troubled about the numbness of my emotion during this exam coming period.

but it is still quite clear to see myself living a better life that david beckham, anthony robbin, and lee kwan yew. i cannot predic tthe short term and i cannot see what can shake me very violently, but i can see that i can recover in most cases and as long as i learn all the time, i shall be the conqueror of hell, earth and heaven.

kok ming=hell+heaven+earth