tests and assignments are over...

crime mystery: life

evidence collected:
my shortness and quietness will make me hard to find a girl, without a girl there is no intimacy, no talking partner, no caressing and sex.

no point being optimistic, this means that you do not get to enjoy this thing in life. others do, so good for them.

if i am good at other things, that is good but it is not related to this girlfriend issue, so this issue remains that you cannot enjoy this area.

evidence number 2:
life is suffering, so the buddhists says. i recall a important suffering theory the other day. pain, injury, disease, death, suffering, crying, worried face, anxiety, anger, quarelling, blaming, guilty, suicide, depression can happen to people around you, your friends, family, relatives, and of course yourself. picture as many of them as possible.