worst case.

worst case scenario.

you realized that everyone will live forever except you because an incident that has a very minute chance of occurrence happen on you, so you become the only victim which is very unlucky therefore. pain will follow you everywhere for a prolong period to your last breadth, and you experienced intense jeaously, envy and hatred during the period. anger, sadness, depression, hysteria became your best friend. you become addicted to thinking. at the end you die.

the above is thus the imagined worst case scenario. it normal if it happens. it is bad, but i am okay if it happens on me. no complaints at all. i just need to filter off the feelings.