vicious cycle

there are good cycle and bad cycle.

how are they form adn how are they broken?

examples are like junvenile delinquent or depressed people. where the worst become worser and good become better.

vicious cycle occurs when the effect of an event causes the event itself to happen more frequently.

sometimes vicious cycle persist until adversity happen like being sent to jail, death. vicious cycle do stops sometimes as long as overriding factor is present which curb the continution of effect. and can also reverse it.

so there are few cases we can breakdown to simplify our understnding although in reality is more complex and continuous issue. first, is become more frequent, second is constant and third is leass frequent.

in vicious cycle, more frequent effect take place.
when opposite overiding factor set in the frequency remians stop to change, but it is at the different one than before. so, it has stablise.
if overiding factors cause it to reamin at original position, we call it auto inflationary effect.

auto inflationary effect occurs in economics.

if the overiding factors still exist at the original position, then the ...... then then i think i lose myself a bit but okay, i shall go and thing about it first...

in order for terrorism, states violence, poverty to end. people must stop watching "wars of the world", stop stupid hobbies like collecting coins, stop indulging in arts and sports, and going for kylie minogue world tour concert.

in order for terrorism, and conflicts to end, the states must all fuse to as a common entity, religion must all cease because religion=ignorance, economics must change from competitive to cooperative, security, freedom, education and basic neccessites must be available for all, all i repeat human being.

however, such colossal task is unachieveable becasuse of human selfish, egoistism, ignorance. even if ignorance and egoistism is removed, self centredness will prevail because human = self = selfish is a invariant fact. nobody feels great sacrificing their lives of fucking countless women spend their time like all other people teaching poor people about probabilty in maths.

those that are currenlty volunteering their service free for poverty and conflict strident places are indeed working towards a world peace aim, but it is their ignorance about human basic trait that cause them to think that love is then the really basic human trait.

confucious was wrong. mencius was right after all.

practise and theory are not unique

books always say "theory without practice is useless"
this is not right all the times. sometimes it is very difficult to apply theory because there is a lot of theory to learn first before you can practise it.

books usually give one chapter one an idea and tell you go to practise. but actually the idea behind the practise is far more deeper. if you practise all day but stops to learn, you will be most likely not be making progress.

likewise to be unbias, learning all day without practise is also an atuomatic route to stagnation.

therefore, theroy and practise should be treated more of a single and intergrated entity. in terms of feeling and thinking is also the same concept.

wrong messages

Success is whatever you define it to be
proof--> your son aspire to be a rubbish collector, do you think it is right? of course not!

right statement--> success is a word that have been misused by authors. it is a much harder word than most people think to describe it properly.

there are many type successes. the first one is to managed to achieve longevity becuase if you get it. then your life will be lengthen and you can enjoy more.

successes is therefore, events that is beneficial to yourself. though the phrase 'beneficial to yourself' obviously needs further definition. and you realize that defining something is difficult. you need to be careful when you remember the definition and used it as flexible as contextual as possible.

misuse and misinterpretation is often and thus wrong infomation leads to wrong actions. because we are never thoguth how to learn this kind of potential problem. no wonder you can see people living a less than their best potential life.

advices

when you have freedom within the law in a society, it leads to variety though it may be interesting or digusting.

however, the society we see today are of a order manner, where people are expected and taught to follow a certain code of conduct an order. this behavior are actually wrong but have noentheless been able to brainwash to our brain throguht government control, history and tradition and media.

therefore, it can be seen that the above issue is about liberalism and conservative. in liberalism, it focus on individual human right, meaning you can fuck the ground hole or toyduck if you like because this is your personal choice, your individual right, freedom and selfishness that does not harm other physically and does not violate any criminal law. in conservatives, people are live are more concern about collective behavior. that means in a work place, you have a set of behavior, in home you have another, in community you have another.

whythe difference? and which is correct. the first one. by common sense. the first one = freedom of expression hence it will lead to innovation. however, if you look at today world, it is still the latter case pheonmenon. why? because our past are like that. in the past, the society is even more conservatives, generally. why is the past so conservatives, because the past is caste system and for power people to control they have all sorts of ruling and unfiar control over the poor or lower caste systems.

obviously caste systems are ineeficient because the society as a whole will be poor and people cannot maximise their potential properly, as the power and riches are trapped within the hands of the rulers. their failure is consequnelty caused as majority poor increased their communication ability and enable them to plan properly and revolt succesfully so that they have a better more free life. some revolt fail, some pass.

from the point of the ruler , the riches reflect their ability to enjoy luxury life and selfish life. itis thus sensible that they must continue to rule over their people and make them suffer at their own expense. because that is the period where communication are poor people of poor cannot unite and plan properly and government is all but corrupt, they have to use their brains to think how to maintain that pwoer.

as you can see i can continue to ask myself why these powerful people has power in the first place and goes on, then i will go past the evolution of human, the transformation of human voice, the birth of homosapien and homo erectus and then to evolution of animals, plant, microorganism then to our ever famous comsology field then to the question of orign of everything.

these backtracking porcess thus tells us that everything is governend by causation which replicates its effect everywhere in a complex system where all human brain pool together cannot decipher all of them. so it teaches us to be more understanding of things, and that people more often than not don't have a choice, their lives they lead depend on the many other factors, that of the previous generation, where they recieved liberal educatio or confucian type, whether they are human or animal, whether they are object or living things and whther they are earthling or not.

usually in complex system call life and its constituent componment however you want to break it up, there is no single cause, single people to balme, single elelemnt to blame, single behavior to blame. all is connected. of course if you are talking about simple issue like 2 + 2=?, the the issue is simple to solve. but as we get higher and higher and more complex in the issue, the factos and solution and analysis get more and more complex. after saying so much we can then realise that this issue of why is there liberalism and conservative is a highly complex and multi dimensional and perspective issue.

is then conservative correct or liberalism? liberalism. what are the effects of being a liberal person in this society. remember i say earlier that these society in mainly conservative and have certain rules or behavior that are expected of people although there is no good reason why people should adhere to them. psuedo reasons are instead given to people of for many reasons people seems to be accepting them or even if they do not accept they do not dare to act liberalisticaaly, selfishly, and again of course there are many reason and perspectives.

words analogous to liberal are individualistic, authethic, true to self, self centreded, inconsiderate, uncaring, wise, selfish.
words analogous to conservative are traditionan, obedient, submissive, helpful, think for others, herd mentality, stupid , coward, ignorant.

obviosuly, human nature, exist for one sole self and not for others, even when you seen people uniting together, this common misconception that has been misused by people who want to gain selfish aims for themselves is to tell the rest of the stupid people that cooperative will lead to more efficient outcome, (like cooperating to deal witha bully, finish a project, to hold people together in times of danger ), and they then tell people that the underlying reason and human character for these things and wonders of life is love, care, sharing, huamnity, united, consideration, forgiviness, helpfuless.

successfully, people of these 21sth century still believe in these kind of love theory despite living in these modern highly competitive every man for himself world. one aspect of human contradiciton, although if you are more undersatnding you realize why there are these contradiciotn in the first place. human can proclaim the power of love and care in one aspect, and in another aspect claim that being ruthless and selfish is necessary. actually the two situations are the same, you must either be selfish both or lovely . expectedly, human can come out with reason to explain why these two saes are different and hence command for diefferent behavior and beliefs.

so the truth about all these uniting togehter, economies of scales, and specialtisation, delegation of work( read economics to better understand these) and other researches and studies that claim to improve mankind as a whole. the real truth among all these advancements and cooperation is that ultimately when the team gets the benefits, the self gets the benefits. it is for the self that the team is form. it is throguh selfishenss that cooperation among mankind forms.
but many people are not aware and there are many good reason why these happens. but the mportant point is that when you understand these fundamental property of human , then you will know and see clearly why things happen, the way they do.

love itself comes from selfishenss. but many people are not aware. love also comes from many things like ignorance and stupidity to follow one's belief without actually why they have these beliefs in the first place. for example, people who volunteer for free to help old age peopl do not question their beleifs for helping people. they are just lazy if i may say to do things differently and see things different, they are just been successfully brainwashed, believe things without any doubt about the credulity. same for christian who does not doubt that god has a plan for them.

therefore, doubting is a imporatnt tool for man, to help him keep looking things in multi perspective and enable him to discover the selfish nature of man, to undersatnd that being utterly selfish will causes the majority detestment and criticism but yet able to live with diginity and pwoer that he himself can hold onto and nobody can take away except ridicuing him.

doubting, skeptic, selfish, wise, continous learning are hence the fundamental tools to help man gain truth.
uncertainty, is part of a man reality, because as a man, the most powerful man and the stupidest man has equal probablity of being strike by lighting and suffer some freak accident, natural disaster and diseases.

human understanding of our body

lets face it. we only know part of how our body works. in terms of preventing the onset of disease, ageing, illness and discomfort, pain, we know only about ten percent.

why ten percent you might think?
first quantitatively, we have a massive collction of infomation about our bodies. but infomation is not proven to be correct and are wrong in many ways, right in few ways.

then, there is the problem of scare resources, which affect every aspect of civilisation. the entertainemnt sector wants this, the health sector, public sector, security sectory, military sectory and social sector. all of them are competiting for resources which are limited. therefore, the progress in human body understanding is slow.

thirdly, human error in judgment affects correct recovery. a aromatherpaists will not understanding the conventional method of cancer medication. and a cancer specialists will not understand the effect of chi-gong recovery effect. a cancer consultant might pinpoint you to various doctors like pain doctor, the specialists, the surgeons, the radiatherapists, but each of them have limited knowledge both with their area of speciality and the intergration of recovery.

first, they thing that they study is not entirely right. second, they do not have the time to meet up with other doctors to update fast enough on the patient situation, even if they meet up, they may have miscommunication. also, when they meet up, they remains a vast number of alternatives that they do not know. therefore, to ensure that human body is in perfect condition all the time is ten percent only.

basically, human bodies both differ and is similar in many ways. as such some methods work for many, some methods work specifically on some. it is a very complex systems which human language alone cannot fully grasp.

i dun want to say that language is lousy. language and our thinking faculty has served us in many ways. but in percentage wise, i dare to say, that our knowledge is probably a samll percentage of life, of human body and other things.

depending on the issue you are refering, there are various certainity in things. for example, if you ask me if the maths prodigy will pass the upcoming test, i will say with ninety nine point nine percent that he will pass.

if you ask me if scientist can ever understand human anatomny fully such that pain and disesase are rare sight on earth, then i will way its small chance that we can achieve this feat. therefore, if your problem is a simple problem, the solution is easy to get. if difficult, and complex, there it corresponds to a small chance too.

examples of complex problems are like
-how to be successful
-what is the meaning of life
-how to be healthy forever
-how to ensure a trouble free world
-what is the origin of life
- how to win every girls heart
-how to win for sure in stock market

the knowledge we have garnered so far is imperfect. things like energy, kidney, heart, all sort of terminilogy serves to distinguish and differentiate so that we can see the parts of things. but the problem comes in intergrating all of them part and trying to understand how things work together as a whole, as a system or continuous pattern. basically, the knwoledge of the current entire human will yield very little light in all these complex system.

"all our human knowledge is but a tiny grain of sand in the desert" is a good analogy of the vastness of knowledge in the universe.

in conclusion, in terms of human health, we will not be spared from early death or suffering because it is beyond our knowledge. most of us will likely to have one or two suffering as mentioned above, and some will have even more.

in another words, everyone should not be surprised if one day, they realize that they have some big disease or heart attack problem or arithits. i have already proven to you that this is inevitable. but you still have to do your part in maintaining your health and exercising. although waht kind of exericse, what nutrition is itself a complex problem, having a strategy will still improve your health by a bit, which is better than nothing.

lastly, by statisitcs, there are still people who have lived life relatively pain free and disease free and die at ninety years old. so by luck factor, everyone one still have some this chance.

the ego of space scientist

what is the fundamental motivation that drives the specialist whether it is hydrilla specialists, a crocodile specialists, a space specialists, a m-theoirsts or those geaky science and extreme nerds to keep continuing their way of life.

first in case you do not know, they do learn a salary, and when you got monthly salary, you tend to get stupid and do no think about spending your life in other way. they often called the own work which they dwell in 'passion'. ya for god sake that is pure stupidity. i called it sturborness and egoistic about their own so-called-passion. whatever passion in extreme science or particle scientists can beat having a good old sex, a cup of orange juice and some cool touchy movies as of now.

beside the money they get, the second reason has also been mentioned above, it is their ego that is making them believe what it wants to believe and do awhat it wants to do. therefore, american scientists are unlikely to enjoy watching britain soccer, or asian sepak takraw, anything foreing to them they will unconsciously miss it. they will use the word 'passion'' to focus mainly on the work of the life whatever it is. but the point is that although in their life they have the ultimate depth of knowledge which i admit has its appeal too. they are missing out on the breadth of life.

so they are commiting the mistake of too much depth and too little breadth. life should be spend between breadth and depth continum. in breadth we can make our life more interesting as we learn to appreacitate why english like soccer and american like basketball and why sex is so horny and why kids are so endearing. in depth we train our ability to see things in details and that is a good analytical brain tool.

the problem of space scientists is they are literaally forming their own small circle of people as they are not being who enjoys hte wonders of the reachable entertainments on earth so they cannot communicate the the rest of the normal people who indulges in trival but yet entertaining life. a space scientists will probably have not fuck a singaporean girl before. but can spend the whole year telling you the discovery of this new neutrino and strings stuff that will link up the theory of universe althogehter but of which will nto be of practical use until ten years later.

rationale of space science

ok first, knowledge is unbiased, if those freaky scientist are able to coined the m theory well with the universe story, i will congratulate them.

but if i use the realistic theory, the important thing of space science is that at the end of the day, the infomation that we learn from space science and matter must be such that it will be applicable such that we can enjoy and make use of it in practical sense whether if it is to travel to future or to become the 11 dimensional where i will experiece something higer than the me now.

if just before i die the space science is still in theorising stage, then my years of studying it would be a waste, although the future generation can build on the current scientists knowledge. bu do you think i give a damn about those future kids on the blocks. No. therefore i would rather make more life smarter by learning hypnotising skills to bed brinteny spears, fann wong and michelle reis.

this means i have to use the probalbity and selfish theory. which states that if something is calcuated to have no value for yourself during your lifetime, then do not spend time on it because it is not worth it.

i am not shutting my life on space science forever, i will continue to check it out once in a while. but for my knowledge, it is still quite far from materializing anything useful and practical. otherwise most of the earthlings will not be watching war of the world starring tom cruise.

what is subconscious

subconscious contains our habits, our actions, to things
if we sit down and try to look what is inside, we cannot see
it can be found through our habits, and reactions in our life

this we called backtracking
tedious yes. but no choice human is like that reality is like that

subconscious is pretty filterless, you are in what environment, it will
absorb without analysing, therefore we must be careful about
our surrounding
also we must check this container through looking at our actions and behavior and
correct it.

cancer

cancer is a life reduction sentence.
dun give yourself false hope.
maybe our near future will yield a cancer.
but that is only a maybe.

even cancer is primarily caused by capitalism or globalisation
we can do nothing except accepting reality
if cancer has been ongoing since past
then you shold not even be surprised if you get it

cancer does not strike everyone
if you get it then it is bad for you
cos that means a greatly reduced life
but life is bad or unfair to people

if you live for twenty years
and do not realize that life is cruel
unpredictable and random
that it is your fault

who asks you to watch girls all the time
watch harry potter all the time
in life we first have to educate our mind
because it is inefficient

but as human we have the ability to improve its faculty
hence our first part of our life is primarily
focussed on correcting the system
only when we have broad perspective of life

its uncertainity, its physical pain, and other knowledge
then we allow for leisure activities
even in leisure activities we must never stop the quest of learning
it will only make leisure more sensational

back to cancer, it is a reality
it can happen to you
like terrorism, crimes, accidents, freak accidents
diseases poliferation, natural disasters, simple accidents

death can capture you in every imaginable way
but it is not a high chance
but at least you must not be ignorant about them
if it strikes you, it strike you

family problems is common for most people
if every people lives individually
there will be not such problem
but the society of past and present has always been like that

this you have to recognise
but people are breaking away from family system
though not rampant it is present
you have to live with all these imperfections

if you feel sad the whole day about family problems
if you feel why others are rich and you are not
it means you are cork up
because you are ignorant and childish

knowledge and learning will tell you why things happen the way they do
all through understandings you achieve calmness
acceptance of life imperfection, weakness, danger is imperative
even if you are the only one in the whole world suffering to death

you have to acknowledge it with grace
reality is like that
your weakness lies in many which you have not even imagined before
time will bring them all up

like ninjas that has been embushing for a long time
but through maturity you will minimize the attack they inflict upon you
you continue to treat all problems, all shocks, failures,
anger, dissapointment, worries, as part of reality

seeing your family suffering is your weak point
it affects your psychological well being
thats why you are sitting in from of your pc everyday
cause you aim to understand to broaden your horizon

and understand the inteconnectedness of things
so that things makes sense to you
not for the sake of making sense of things
but to know what reality is

through understanding of reality
you can leverage it to your life
because you and your life is submerged in reality
and knwoing it is like having the map

to know where to go where not to
but because reality is ever encompassing
you cannot undersatnd it all
but that does not mean you not need to learn

you continue learning because it helps
you cannot be a super man
but you can definitely be a better man
it makes your life ticks, though in end all shall perish

if and only if immortality technique has not been found

conscious to unconscious

it it naive for human to divide into conscious and unconscious the memory.

of course our memory is a continuous range of awareness from automatic , to high memory to low memory and other analogy.

thinking and feeling

some books say"follow your heart"

some people are more attuned to logic that is their thinking rather than their heart.

well the truth is this. simple but many do not know this. thinkng and feeling are misunderstood to be separated. while they are in certain sense, you must also note their interconnectedness. they are also one united entity the feeling-thinking faculty. each contains useful and wrong infomation and they have a precarious relation that in a single event, we may have to alterante between the two parts frequently and not just say "follow your heart"

"for example, people may have a desire to be doctor since young, so when it comes to choosing therir subject study. they will choose doctor path if they follow their heart"

however, little did they know this desire is implanted by their parents when the child simply wanted to follow his parents footsteps wihtout any good reasons and without asking what he really wants to do if his parents were not doctors.

but because this feeling is hidden for so long so young in the subconcious he could not be aware of it let alone decide if he really wants to follow his parent footstep. so we can see that reliance of feeling alone is insufficient. on the other hand, our feeling contain infomation such that our logic could not provide or draw upon. hence, the two should be united as one.

feelings-subconscious, logic-conscious